Wednesday, June 29, 2011

Long-waiting

Since the holidays were starting in May and yet till now I only able to watch 2 movies during this period... This is not because of nobody watch with me, is I don't even to have time and everyday was busy working...

Went to watch Green Lantern on my Birthday at Malacca with Liyang them but this movie is just like a comedy for meXD The movie is just as predicted as my thinking and I think I can be a scriptwriter next time.. This movie is not worth to watch at all:(

2nd movie I went to watch is Kungfu Panda 2 and I felt that it was much better than Green Lantern... The cartoons are so cute and there were always some unexpected pop up in the movie:)

I am going to watch Transformer 3 and Harry Potter last episode in this July... Too bad the line here not allow me to upload the poster that I want to upload.. Sucks:((( Finish my Harry Potter series novel very long time ago and I hope the last episode will not disappoint me=)

Hope can get the part time job asap so that I won get nothing to do at home:) Pray for me:)

Monday, June 27, 2011

This is going to the end

June is going to reach the end and I cant bear with it... This month shares a lot of happiness and sadness too.. And of course the sadness is all about my emotion:(

1st of all, I should say A BIG, HUGE thanks to all my beloved coursemates who purposely came down Muar to celebrate my birthday together with my family.. They are just so lovely and we had fun all a while:))) Thanks for all the birthday presents although there are some still in kl and waiting me to go and collect.. I appreciate all the sincerity=)))
Thanks to the sweet and lovely celebration:) I cherish the moments together with all of you<3

Were drinking Hoegarden with friends to continue the celebration:)

A Big clap to myself because able to drive to Kluang for my very brave 1st time.. Off to Uk farm and made me close to nature and I <3 green field and blue sky:)))




June is my lovely month because I end my posting successfully without any incident... Met a new friend+didi in this posting who made my posting period won't be so bored... Forgot to snap his lovely Birthday present to me.. 1st time received a agar plate that written Happy Birthday on it... That is so cute:) Didnt take photos with him because he not allow to do so then I download his profile pictureXD 

This is best from all of them, I think:)

This year Birthday celebration no BF accompany and I still remember the last year celebration.. We were going to break up at that time.. Sadness, heartbroken and happiness crossmatch together... This year, I received his message about the birthday wish and he hoped I can walk out from the sadness and forget what he done to me... He still said no matter how, he still loves me deep in his heart... Dont know why, I felt sad enough when I saw his message because things has changed and only the memories left in our heart~~~

I didn't keep this puzzle photos in my drawer and it is still visible to everyone clearly.. I still view it every morning I woke up... There is nothing to keep inside because the scar is still there.. I laughed at my mum who purposely hid this picture behind the Birthday card because I know I cant forget even it is hidden in the corner~~~
Anyway, I know I cant live in the past and everyone is hoping that I can move on especially my family and my beloved friends...




Thursday, June 23, 2011

Coincidence

Dear diary,
I felt sad now after reading my new didi blog... Curiosity drives to search his blog suddenly... Very super duper coincidently I found his blog so easily... How come everything about him can be so easily??? There are a few posts like related to me and I shed a tear and feel want to cry after reading his blog... Is it because we are in similar situation or because of others?? Too much coincidences made me not believe all about him as well as to him... No deceive but is hard to believe...



He wrote this in his blog
[don't know bad luck or good luck!i found her blog....after i saw her dairy i feel desperate and disappointed.Why i feel like that??y?i desperate bcz i make ppl think i am untrustedable ,cann't be trust and also like to deceive ppl.I need to change myself although I DIDN'T DECEIVE HER,
Why she thought like that?may be she don't believe what i said bcz too much conincidence....dear diary ,honestly i also don't fully believe what she said]

Here I need to clarify that you are trustable just sometimes it is so hard to believe ma... I know you didnt deceive me and JUST BE YOURSELF!!!! I still remember this is the requirement you want to find a galfriend:D

p/s: I am the 1st visitor to his blog!!!!
P/S: I will post about my Birthday in next post...  

Monday, June 20, 2011

Random

Very random post while I am waiting to bath at Fui fui's house... Finally end my posting at hospital and my Birthday has been passed one day ago... Didn't have the chance to take pictures of my presents because I was too busy all the time to entertain my coursemates who purposely came down to celebrate birthday with me... Appreciate every moment with them because they brought me laughters and happiness:)))

Received a lot of presents this year... 2 different frens with same present.. Swaroski Crystal necklace:))) They are so beautiful and I will snap them for sure:DD

Going to bath soon:))) Stay tuned for my next post:DD

Friday, June 10, 2011

It's Friday

It's Friday and tomorrow is Weekend again:))) I feel glad about it because no working at Hospital during weekend... Although still need to work at cafe but there will be more time for myself to do my own work especially to finish all the log book debts =.=""""

But I am still can enlighten myself to do some silly wuliao things... Snapped this photo when I went to fetch my little didi for dinner a few days ago... The old style letter box is just so vintage and I attracted to it:))


This will remind me that to send all your love and care to everyone around you because life is so unpredictable:))) Life is definitely too short to be unhappy. SO if you want to be happy, be. Don't let anyone or anything to decide it. Take control of your life. Remember, only you have the right to decide how you feel:) I know I am still not good in deciding and making myself happy in life but I am still learning and pursuing it:DDD




 Lastly, put your hands together and pray. Honestly, I did it always no matter what happened to me because this worked.. God will help you to release your nervousness and help you to get through, no matter how tough or impossible it seems.. He always does:) Maybe some day, I will really fill my religion part as Christian:)

Short update:

It is really a short update for my blog... In fact, I should be happy enough because my posting left 1 week only but I havent finish my log book and report=.=""" I will be super crazy in order to pass up till crazy:((( Time is so short everyday for myself because I have no time for myself to do something I like:(((

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

Pre-Celebration time

The result was out a few days ago but I cant check my result=="""
It is written that keputusan anda telah ditahan. Sila jelaskan hutang anda untuk menyemak keputusan anda==lll
What the hell is it??? I knew I havent pay the RM 140 for my posting fee then I still need ask my friend to help me pay the denda 1st so that I can check my result today:DDD

The result is not under my expectation but overall I feel blessed about it... I didnt study much for this sem but still can get this result... I feel really thankful to GOD and everyone:)))) My mood is pretty good because of my result  and I wanna get myself a Pre-celebration present:PPP

My mood is soooooooo colorful:))) I want buy this umbrella to enlighten myself more and more~~~

Took this picture when I went to Tanjung myself after working... Edited it to make it more and more presentable... I <3 this picture very much:)))


Thanks for the Chocolate as the present you give me to ask me add oil in everything:)) Appreciate:DDD

I should get myself this as my Birthday present:)))

Gotta go, wanna back Prison hospital:(

Sunday, June 5, 2011

I LOVE SUNDAY

Suddenly the broadband line become good till excellent then I can write my blog finally:DDD This can enlighten me whole day and kick away all the unhappiness:)))
Lovely Sunday with my Papa and Mama.. Heart them a lot and hope to spend more time with them as possible as I can... Not forget tomorrow is Dumpling Festival and I received quite a lot of dumplings from neighbours and friends.. Mama don't allow papa to make the dumplings himself because it will be very troublesome to prepare so many ingredients>>> HAHA
In my heart, Papa is a great cook and dedicated husband+papa... <3 Him:))))

Still remember that usually I will accompany papa to make dumplings together... He always commented on my poor skill until the dumplings will look like distorted in shape... My palms are too small to make a big dumplings:DDD Now getting older and older and many things changed but the only one that does not change is their love to me <<<<3

Early Sunday morning, my Mama brought me to match making session=="""
She is too worry about me and scared I cant forget Kaikiat till now still haven have a boyfriend... As a filial daughter, I always listen to what she said and just treat it as normal making friends lo... Didnt notice that guy very much but his house is covered full with flowers... His dad loves gardening very much... I quickly snap a flower picture:)))


Went to visit my old friends at Muar Hospital... She was admitted into Psychiatric Ward but she has been discharged a few days ago... Felt shocked when I saw her sample in lab and being processed by me... Dont sknow her mental condition has became worse and worsen.. She is a such a nice friend for me... Feel heatbroken when I visited her 1st day... Her attitude has changed a lot and became more and more aggressive... Tears dropped unintentionally:(((


Hope she will get better>>> I Pray for her---- Amen


My newly accepted Lemon didi wrote a small piece of paper to me:))))


Received it yesterday night after working at Little... He is too lovely and cute:)))
It written : 祝幸福找上你, 希望你也能勇敢一点。。。
I felt so sweet when read it... He is just so know me:)))  Appreciate what he done......