Midnight rambles

Struggling to my slides and proposal now

All in a sudden

I feel so sad

when a message of encouragement sent to me

Very soon

I mentally broken down

A very complicated mood I am having now

Very sad as my tears keep dropping

Sorry for 

Making everyone worries about me

I promise

I will recover soon

to everyone I care

and to myself

珍惜你。。。

今天

心里很满足

珍惜与你相处的时间

因为

我们不常常见面

喜欢你的开朗

喜欢你能不停地笑

喜欢我拉着你时，你给我拉着

很高兴

因为

我知道

不管怎样

你都会在我的身边

就因为这样

我也会对你

不离不弃

我保证

对你

有无法表达的关怀

有无法表达的爱护

希望

你会真的好好照顾自己

不要累坏自己

————————————————————————————————

回到房

你对我说

i jz feel 过意不去

你说

你还是觉得很抱歉

对我

然而

我却不知道

如何回答你

我不知道

自己过得好吗

但

我晓得

你过得很好

这样

不就够了吗

？？

我能做的

也只能祝福你

伤心

因为

我还是无法忘记你

It's september

It's September now and I am still goyang kaki in the room because I am still not yet get the title about the thesis as everyone looks like so busy with their thesis proposal... Midnight rambles!!!!! Don't know why everyone is so worrying about the proposal... Maybe is due to the presentation is on week 4:( Sad because I am still blur on how to start to do my proposal:( [ROARS]

Put everything behind first and shows some gathering pictures with Bookfest colleague:)

BBQ Plaza

the only one group photo

Since Teck Chuan was purposely came up kl on his birthday, so I think we should celebrate for him.. But I didn buy anything for him so only can treat him eat:) Luckily he said he never eat this before and he likes it:) Hope he has a wonderful birthday:)

Simple gathering

It's already Day 3 of my Uni life in KL.. Went out with few coursemates yesterday to update what they done during holidays.. We were busy working except for ting ting and liyang.. What they said is rest more is for the adventurous 4th year together with the thesis.. Talking about the thesis.. They got their thesis title yet I am still goyang kaki because my supervisor not yet give me title... Scared and worry that I cant finish the proposal within 3 weeks time:( GOD please help me!!! So not prepared to my thesis and I am still having a blurring mind on how to start with it:(

Never mind, Let's see some pictures about the gathering:)

It was so fun to be with all of you:) Hope that our friendship won end when we graduate<3

New year 。Welcome back

Yes. I am back to school.

This is such a unhappy forcing to come back here.

I spent a whole day to clean and tidy my room. 

New room.

with New colors added.

with New mattress given.

with New environment offered.

with New 3rd row nice view.

New mattress with New bedsheet.

My favourite Mickey.

Nostalgia to old room.

There are so many memories inside.

I cried.

I laughed.

I emo.

All inside that room.

With the new year starts,

should put everything behind.

Therefore,

The notice board is surrounded by new photos.

I LOVE everyone in this notice board.

With many photos.

1st day of school

I still feel quite bored

Still dont have mood to continue uni life

yet many people are rushing their thesis proposal

but I still haven get the title

OMG

Tell me how to settle this

Holidays。End。

Drag till now just wanna update my blog because was busy working last few weeks.. Knew a lot of new friends especially my cute Wai Wai Jiejie who adopted me as her godsister... How I wish that I can have a sister to talk, to chat, to play, to have fun together... A little love, a little hug, a little gift you given to me, these are the memories we shared each other... I sincerely LOVE you so much♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Thanks for all your support and care as I really appreciate and cherish so much because It means a lot to me♥


It's now in the late night and I am still at outside to online and update my bloggie... Say hello to the coming of Wednesday and soon Sunday will be arrived soon... Hard to imagine that my holidays are going to end and my 4th year uni life is going to start... I don't want it to happen so fast as I still unable to change my mood so fast... Flashing back to the time I had during this holiday.. I worked a lot during this holiday but don know is for what... Happy working with all the friends because pieces of memories can be built up together:) 

Perfect living 2011

 We are ONE team for Cash counter

With Miss Ong and cool KY

虎姑婆 = Miss Ong

Received the drawing pictures from my cute packer Mei mei Jing Yi

Our gift to Tek Kwan

Photos always can explain everything and deliver the message.. Yes is true that I felt happy to work bookfest this time... We had a great time together♥♥♥♥♥♥ Everyone is so good to me and I felt blessed while working... Love all of you and looking forward to the next gathering♥♥♥♥

Will back to the reality soon and I am super reluctant to go back KL for new year... This new year s going to be a question mark for me because I am still not sure which path should I choose for my future as I don wish to step into the society so early.. Telling myself, I still wanna be a little girl in my family to let everyone dotes me so much... Telling myself that don fuss over with all the question marks and should cherish the time now till the end of my 4th year... But in fact this is so hard for me for not to think so much... I should cheer up myself and smile smile smileee...

Happy, joyful and emo in this post and I don know why I relate all of them together.. Midnight emo I think..

不见了。。。

今天

回宿舍了

发现

放在房间里的东西

不见了

不知道

被谁拿走了

心里很伤心

虽然

忘了那些是什么

但

毕竟是自己的东西

难免

还是很伤心

虽然

朋友在旁边说

不用紧

但

心里就像照片里的小孩

孤独无助

迷路

迷惘

在心里

寻寻觅觅

希望

可以找到

失去了重要的东西

是不是

找不回来

就

永远都失去了

就好像人也一样

失去了

就不会回来了

留下的

只有

照片中的回忆