Monday, December 12, 2011

非笔墨所能形容。。。

请给我一首歌的时间


想在偶去金马仑之前,写下自己在国大中秋第三十二届舞台剧《飞凤忆曲》的感触....
今年,感触良多,毕竟是自己在大学的最后一年,也应该或许会是最后的演出,心里的心情是那么那么的复杂。一边听着finale的歌一边写部落格,偶,不禁流下眼泪,原来偶有那么那么地爱那舞台,那个从第一年就注定偶一定会重回的舞台... 

因为爱它所以坚强, 因为爱它没有放弃。。。

舞台剧完美落幕,不能说很好,但所有的表演者都尽力了,没有任何的遗憾。舞台剧结束,空虚感无所不在,一整天呆呆的,心里觉得酸酸的,但沉淀的却是满满的满足,想让自己慢慢的恢复,但,此刻的偶,却想停住这时间,思念藏在心里面.... 很多很多的不舍,但,偶却拥有最真挚的想念...

不去追究筹委之间的问题,自问自己为这部舞台剧刻下属于自己的烙印... 玩玩闹闹的日子,和老师聊天被骂的日子,是不可磨灭的。很开心朋友之间都圆了自己最后的一个梦,一个当初或许没答应的使命。感谢当初一直鼓励偶,让偶能一直撑下去,直到最后。感谢老师给于很多很多的机会,很多很多的肯定,心里一直告诉自己,偶一定要办到。不管以后还会不会继续,这份信心与肯定,是永远留在心里的。珍惜它,爱护它....

不要悲伤筵席不能不散,大幕关上一切终究散场,眼睛闭上回忆依然荡漾,多么期盼找到更好港湾




第一年的偶


最后一年的偶


新认识的朋友-守卿


为PT而努力的偶们-可滢

谢谢大家的礼物



心里默默地满足


Saturday, December 3, 2011

My blooming playground

Feeling indifferent recently

I am just cant close up with them

No motives in life

Perhaps too many things come in sudden
And I don know which one to focus on
Sometimes I just feel too tired physically, mentally and emotionally
But no one understand

Had a bizarre thought,
Want to hospitalized and just lie on there without being acknowledged by doctors or nurse
Want to put down all the responsibilities and hiding in the small corner
Want to faint and not being able to wake up anymore

When the world ends

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December is a month which is full of warmth and love
I shared this love with my dearie on the 01/12/2011
Felt great after that
Because I have been a long time to go


I MUST pass through happily and without sadness:)
Promise to myself

I know I will someday!!!!