Heartfelt

It's kinda late and I am still eating kerepek bought by Yoke Peng while doing my chapter III which I drag it for such a long time:( I am kinda busy to blog recently as many things come together with plenty of works and presentations and dance practise.. Although it is really busy, I think I still handle quite well with all my stuffs without crying myself due to all the stresses:) There are many people concern around me and I love them a lot.. Because of their support, care and especially their willingness to allow me shed in their hug, I slowly growing up to face all the toughness and obstacles:) Thanks for giving me chance to go through all these because I am stronger and stronger now<3

She said
GOD give me a chance, I didn't do it well last time

How hurt it was
How sad can it be

No matter how hard we have tried, there is nothing but holes inside
Shall I just stand under the rains, let the rainsdrop  wash away my dread
Shall I just stand against the wind to let all my regrets to be blown away
Shall I
Shall I
Shall I

Now
GOD give me another chance, I hope I can do it well

Should not sink in the deep sea to let the waves flush away my misery
Should not stand under the hot sun to let the blazing rays melt away my worries
Should not
Should not
Should not

Everything can be solved with one smile<3 Cheers for everything go through in my life:)

忙透了。。。

Was super busy for this coming and Today is Monday again..
Hello Monday. When I see you, I feel blue. This time more and more blue as I feel fear in dealing all the jobs this week:( Hectic week for me in order to prepare every presentation, every homework, every assignment, every dance practice and rehearsal:( My works are piled up:( Physically and mentally exhausted:( 1st time I feel that I maybe not able to do everything well and smoothly:( This is FEAR!!! My lifestyle has turning upside down as I slept around 7am in morning and woke up around 12pm. The sleeping time has upside down and finally I have panda eyes:( I should be more energized in doing everything so I won keep on mumbling to my bloggie.. Should tell myself don EMO for all these matters!!!!

很笨的
偶想起你
想起一些会给人骂的东西
想起一些偶不知道该怎样的
越忙
心里越不平衡
想更多东西
听到熟悉的歌
又会想哭
越忙的时候
心里越脆弱
你过得好吗
一直想问你
不过
偶
不想再泥足深陷了
把心里的问候
好好地收起来

Unable to get up

There is no any picture in this post

There is no any joyness in this post

There is no any delightful in this post

I do Sick

Very sick

Super sick

Super super sick

Super super super sick

BUT 

Indeed

There is happiness in this post

I do feel happiness

With 

All The LOVE you all gave me

I do feel it

Thankkiu

I should smile

Wish there is no more works to do ever after

Too many homeworks are driving me crazy 

I'm tired already 

Too many things need to remember

I admit

I don't have an incredible brain to store everything

But

Life goes on no matter how

I need to train myself 

To become more and more stronger

Become more and more tough

Once I pass this period

I know

I will be able to handle many things

Will love my colorful life

Balance everything in my life

Balancing now

Balancing now

Balancing now

Even will fall down 

I wil be able to stand up again to face all obstacles

I will train myself

To be a better gal

Never give up 

where 

there is LOVE and INSPIRATION

This is quoted for my Wai wai sister

If you think you are right,

and

this is your wish,

I hope

You just follow your heart

It won go wrong

Should SMILE more

To ignore those unhappiness

I must live happily

This little cute PENGUIN

is given by Wai wai

Penguin keeps accompanying me al the time

Love it very much

Say Hi to November

It's going to reach dawn on the 1st of November.. Open the window and I see some lights come out from nowhere:) Love this moment because it's silent all the time:) It had been so long that I didn't update my bloggie as a lot of pending jobs on hand:( I still have a lot of homework not yet finish somemore I accepted to take part in stage performance:( Will be damn busy for coming 2 months and definitely don't have time to go back home:( Already mentally prepared for coming jobs which will kill me to MAX:( Will fully enjoy all the works in this final year:)) I promise, k??

Had an enjoyable week before entering November with all my loves:) Felt glad because Wai wai was here with me:) Felt touched indeed<3 We are close enough till we can hold hand while walking anywhere:) Feel comfortable when chit chat and play with her as both of us are big kids stated by cobra=="" It was a memorable weekend for me<3 I hope, we will have more and more chances to go out often and our tie won break:)

Snapped this when I was in bus back Muar

Main bridge in Muar:)

We're at RED HOUSE<3

Nadeje crepe<3 

Wai wai finished my lovely original flavour==""

At the square:)

Taken by a friendly cute Ah pek with shaking legs:)

Artistic shot:)

Wai wai simply shot my noob expression==""

Best picture of the day<3

Definitely will spend most of my time to play with my cute nephew:) He can sense my camera and will keep looking at the lens<3 He is sooooo photogenic and his papa should thanks me a lot in shooting his son with dedicated heart:) 

How cute he isXD

1st picture of Grandpa + Grandson <3

Celebrated 03 Birthday at Little cafe and I brought Wai wai along:) Thanks to her for always be my side and i had a long time didn't celebrate for you:) Promised to you we will gather everytime I back:) 

Wai wai with the cake:) 

Lovely group photo with love <3

See my mouth=="" 

Look like is my Birthday celebration:))) 

Finally my October ended with sweetness and love:)))) But I still feel guilty to someone on the decision I made without considering your feeling:( But this is for our own good and be a better man, k? Best wishes from me to you as I hope you will have everything smoothly in your new life and be blessed all the time:)