原来爱情这么伤。。

Was singing to this song in Sing k session yesterday and cried in front of friends

Don know is because of the excellent voice of Liyang 

or 

I was thinking about you at that moment

Still clearly remember that

This song is recommended by you

when 1st time broken up

You said

You kept crying when you were listening it

Because we separated

Now

I cried because of this song

And I only can say

Memories kill me

This song kill me

You hurt me

p/s: Can click the title to listen if you don know this song

The end

Dear bloggie,

I should mark the end-a full stop for my 3rd year university life yesterday because I had my last paper yesterday morning... Was very tired and cant concentrate to update my blog yesterday so I drag till now just write out my feeling...

 

It's party time!!!!

The end sem doesn't make me to feel a bit happy because 3rd year WAS a quite torturous and miserable year for me as same as what I talked to Liyang them... Time passes too fast and soon I will become a final year student yet I haven't prepare for it.. Somemore I will have my posting straight away right after my Beijing trip... This sounds like not so delightful... Heard from my friends that the human relationship is just so fragile, people can be good to you at the surface but doesn't mean the same in their heart.. They are just so MEAN on what they wanna do without thinking for others.. Sigh~~~

Miserable year should end it as soon as I can because I should fully concentrate on my holidays and thesis... Should go jalan jalan more and take more pictures to make my life more colorful... 

Screw you

I am going to be killed by Teknologi exam tomorrow..
Screw you Industrial>.<

]Leganya[

Leganya because I just finish my 3 hours exam not so long ago.. And I am having my favorite Marks & Spencer cookies while blogging.. 50 mcQs=250 objectives together with 4 essays were driving me to crazy.. It's just like I cant finish answering all of them as time is approaching to end... At last, Finally, I finished them on time:D

Still got one more last paper on Wednesday morning then I will be free from all exams.. But that is another tough and memorizing subject for me.. I just only can try my best to study it>.<

Woohoo, My holidays are coming soon.. And my birthday is coming soon too:DDDDDD
Should have a proper plan in this long long holidays so I won be too busy with my posting and thesis preparation.. Should have more and more fun before I start my final year.. Liyang them said will come and visit me during my birthday but I am still dont know is true or not because they always so upside down==""
Anyway, I really hope they can come before we end our uni life:D

If I can read my book like this, isn't good??

Should get a job with high salary because I have a lot of things to buy in this holidays.. Sorry mama because your daughter is a spendthrift Xiao Jie although she is broke... Cant resist to those I really love to and I wish to own them myself... DREAMING dreaming~~~

Lomo lomo camera is the one I wish to own .. But I am still thinking to own one digital camera also..

Tell me how to resist from all these camera..

Wait people want to say that I am really spendthrift=.=""

My lovely beautiful Tulips:D

Flowers can make a gal smile whole day without any reason~~

I want to buy one bouquet for myself on my birthday!!!!

Happy Easter Day

It's Easter Sunday...

Praise the Lord for He resurrected from his dead on this day and that gives us hope for eternal life :)

Although I am not a believer, I am still willing to believe that GOD do exist in this world and He is taking care all of us.. Should show our gratitude to him~~

My mood suddenly cheers up because of this...

Definitely feel very shocked when received all these foods and my favourite Blended Chocolate from Coffee Bean, and together the cookies from Marks Spencer and not forget my favourite strawberry...

Damn shocked when someone who is supposed in Muar and came to find me with all these things.. 

These really boost my spirit to study for 3 hours exam tomorrow:DD

Should show my thanks and gratitude to him for his hardness to bring up all these things:D

Sympathetic sign again

Looks like the weather is going to rain again... 

And I am having another hyperkinetic symptoms as I just finish my teh tarik...

My heart is pounding a bit fast and headache is following me now =.=

Teh tarik is driving me crazy and I cant concentrate on my notes again.. 

This is a bad bad sign for me... 

It has been a long time I didnt experience it because I always away from these types of caffeine drink... 

Worst experience when I had my coffee last time>.<

I think I need to rest a while before I continue my notes again.. Sigh~~

Anyway, received a midnight call yesterday and this made me a little bit joyful and happy...

It is good to have you by my side although we are about 500 km far away:DD

Quote : 其实昨天一整天忙下来， 我很压力； 但我觉得我能应付， 因为你和我一起。。。

[Broken heart]

Dear Bloggie,


You are the one that I can talk... And I am sure that you won abandon me and will always be here for me.. My heart is broken because someone had crashed it without blinking his eyes.. My tears are rolling down non stop and there is no more Tonight I celebrate my LOVE for you.. Because Love had changed to lie+hurt...

Love can sometimes be magic.
But magic can sometimes... just be an illusion.

!st LovE

Beginnings are usually scary and endings are usually sad,
but it's everything in between that makes it all worth living~~

The first time you fall in Love,
it changes your life forever.
No matter how hard you try,
the feeling never goes away~~

The weirdest thing happened in the morning,
I found my tears have rolling down,
And I knew that,
I must have been dreaming of you again~~~

Send my message to you via letter, email, or my pounding heart,
Just wish that you will be able to receive it~~
Showering my pillow with my tears whole night till now,
I only have one sentence to say~~

爱情能战胜一切，尤其是恐惧~~

[Stone down]

Finally I had done my 2 papers in one day.. One is the heavy stone paper-Toxicology ... Feel so relieved now because I am still have around 6 days for my next paper.. The papers next week will consume me a lot of time because quite a lot to study also.. But it doesnt a matter for the period now... I don wish to put myself in such a miserable condition that is continue studying straight after the exam.. Therefore>>>>

Tadda>>> We went to have a proper dinner at The Manhattan Fish Market at Pavilion straight after my Toxico exam... We should enjoy our life, isn't it?? 

They are having promotion now for students.. RM10 nett with bottomless drinkXD

Was spent most of my time to study and face my laptop... It is too bored for only staring at the notes without doing anything... People really cant run away from internet nowadays==""

This is the usual what I done in the midnight.. I love the dark environment although I know this is not good for my eyes... 

Dark dark = mysterious

Keep listening to this song >>> Tonight I celebrate my love for you by Peabo Bryson & Roberta Flack...

This is a beautiful song who really touched me a lot at this moment... It reminds me someone who really walk into my heart and hurt me a lot a lot but I still love him in the end... I am such a useless and silly gal who only will stand at the same old position...

Was listening to this song while I did my revision last night.. I was tearing because of my stupid fool emotion..

Life isn't so hard, is it?

Is me to put myself in such an uncontrollable situation...

Somehow, Life is so simple as like this...

Human are complicated creatures...

This is the life I wish to belong to<3

Sun-day

It is Sunday which is the beginning of my 2nd week exam.. My mood is getting down and down as the weather is also going to be rainy day just like yesterday:( Tomorrow will be my Toxico and Hemato exam - 2 papers on the same day.. I don think this is unfair although some of the elective subjects will be examined on other days.. Not regret about the choice I made for this sem.. Life is about the choice making, agree? My mood is just like being showered under the rains....

Showered mood = Moody

In order to make our life better, we should let nothing to dim the light that shines from within... I saw the Maldives Island wallpaper from my friend's laptop.. The quote from him :" I want to go there with my beloved to view the scenery and enjoy the life there" This reminds him to work harder and harder in order to achieve his dream ... Somehow, life is about the dream also:D 

For him, love can conquer everything<3

How about me? 

Isn't beautiful? 

I wish to go there alsoXD

E.S.C.A.P.E.

Finally finished my last paper for this week.. Next monday will have another 2 papers on the same day.. But I am not going to think about it because I wish to enjoy first before I fully concentrate on my papers.. Human strength is very powerful I realized after I finish studying for my Biomol exam.. I able to study around 10 notes the day before exam.. Something that I determine to fulfill is really can be fulfilled:DD

Enjoy every moment with sillyness:D

By the way, in order to ESCAPE from everything, I put myself in a very selfish condition that is ignore the people who I want to ignore.. This is because those people really can mess up my mind and I HATE this type of feeling.. Run away as far as I can>>>>

>3 Jagung

!st time steamed my jagung inside my keep warm boiler and I feel it is so cool.. The jagungs bought by mum in Cameron are tasted good and sweet.. It warms my heart during this cold weather and bloody exam period:DDD

I LOVE my jagung:D

凝聚。。。

Still have 2 days then I need to face my 2nd exam in this final.. Time is passing too fast and I still have a bunch of notes haven finish.. But I am still able to go out in order to meet my parents at Bandar Tasik Selatan Terminal Bus stop... Finally get my strawberry and Jagung from them since I cant go up Cameron with them... Cant follow this so called "family trip" is so a bit unhappy because I really wish to spend more time with my family and take many many photos.. Photo shooting really can brighten my mood:)

Exam has been torturing me before and after.. I don wan to have exam and my coursemates are going to meet their supervisor for thesis but I am still unmotivated to do so... Life is getting more black and white nowadays...

错感。。。

是自己的错感， 还是太高估自己的能力？ 如果我早点复习的话， 可能或许我会做得更好， 会做得没那么有遗憾。。。 可是人老了， 渐渐很多东西都心有余而力不足，演变成更多的遗憾... 刚才的考试， 应该不会太差， 但我做到有点不知所措， 发疯了！！！

我要更加油，就像这只猫一样， 打败一切！！！ Aza aza fighting....

人生中的遗憾
有你， 有我， 有他， 还有它。。。

想念的心

Before I start to continue studying my Biostat notes which still have a lot to touch, I am missing somebody who footprint in my life very deep and unremovable.. The memories are flashing back just like the waves of sea.. I remembered the toughest moment when I was having my final in my last sem and things are getting better in this sem.. How to assure that things are getting better? The reason is I didn't cry without any purpose in this sem and I am training myself to be stronger to let go...

Thanks for coloring my life with all your hurts and love<3 

I appreciate all of them:)

Toxicology

My brain is full of toxicants.........
The toxicants are stress, notes, memorize, exams>>>>>>>> Faint

The apple holding is poison and I am eating those poisonous and they are screwing everywhere inside my body...

Impossible task

Dear bloggie,

I told you that I will abandon you in my previous post but I cant do and gonna break my promise because STUDY WEEK is really killing me:(( I feel so useless to myself and I won be able to finish all my notes during this torture study week.. Always pekcek with the notes and all the facts+theories that need to remember:((

My notes all without highlight = I haven touch them before:((
Tell me how to die in this exam period>>>> Argh!!!!

Here comes my saviours = My wondeful highlighters with many colors.. Life / Notes will be so dull if there is no colors to apply on it:DDD

p/s: IMPOSSIBLE = I M POSSIBLE

Abandon

Dear Bloggie,
I have to abandon you a week more as my house don't have internet to online and is being cut off.. Very sorry my blog as you are only the one I can express my feeling here.. On the other hand, I can go back my lovely home one week more.. I also very happy about it:DDDD
It has been a long time no go back liao.. I miss everyone in my house<33333