想念你

很久很久没和你说话了，因为一直没有时间可以上网和你说话。心里有太多太多的话想要对你说， 但却不知道从何说起。。。

我有想念你了， 刚巧唯一你送我的东西也坏了，鼠标坏了，是不是也意味着你不会再回头， 而我也该好好地放下你， 好好地把你收在我的心里最里面的那个角落？不知道你会不会有同样的想法？

在医院工作久了，渐渐发现到人的生命真的很脆弱，生老病死，使每一个人都会经历的。看到尸体，看到初生的婴儿，一个结束， 一个诞生， 我不禁想起， 是不是生命都在循环着？ 而那个人死了后，会不会寄托在一个新生大孩子里？ 而我死了，回去哪儿？ 曾经问问朋友这个问题，朋友说其实我的心里已有个答案， 只是想要确定而已。他-- 是无比地了解我... 我想把我的骨灰撒入大海， 回归自然， 成为万物的一部分，我一定会在以后的日子告诉我未来的孩子。。。实习的日子， 没发生什么大件事，只是身心有点疲惫，身体有点支持不住，黑眼圈也越来越深， 变丑了！！！！青春痘越生越多，被诅咒了！！在医院的日子， 有时真的很无聊， 没什么东西能做， 所以我有发挥了我书虫的能力， 努力地读着我的小说，刚读完的书，就是藤井树的有个女孩叫Feeling。。。

里面说纸鹤不会飞，但我的思念会； 它会飞到你的身旁， 只是可能从来你没发觉罢了。。。
读着时，我心里在想你。。。

在医院认识了一个男版的我，想法， 习惯， 都很像.... 我很喜欢他， 不是那种喜欢， 而是很熟悉的感觉，在医院的日子，如果没有他， 我应该会很闷吧！！！我们总会有着同样的想法， 不约而同地说出自己所想的东西，真的有太多太多的巧合。 不同的是，他很调皮，一直捉弄我， 欺负我， 而我，就像吃了檸檬一样，用我的嘴巴欺负他：D 斗嘴的时候真的很开心！！！ 我一定要和他合照！！！

妈妈来了，我要关了，可还没写完！！！！

Soul mate:)

I have to scream out loudly>>>>> I found a friend who shares everything similar to me>>>> my Soul mate~
I have to mention him in my post because it is really very hard to find someone who shares almost everything same to me... He is a new friend who I knew him in Muar Hospital while I am having my practical there... He is a cute didi who called himself a freak and I think I am a weird person too:D

Was limteh with him yesterday night and found that he is cute and filial guy... Don ask me why I chose to believe what he said because I always won have any doubt about my friend... He will feel guilty if he choose to deceive me... I always believe like this:)

Forgot to snap picture with him... I promised I will take a photo with him:D

第二次的北京

Promised to have my latest post about my Beijing trip in China not so long ago.. Finally I am able to talk about it a bit.. 2nd time been Beijing and there is not much changes there but the feeling+mood are different... The most significant is I was attached last time and Now I am single>.<

Can consider as the 1st time to go oversea with friends+coursemates and we have a great moment there because we seldom will have the chance to go out together so long:D I appreciated all the joyous and happiness you all given to me because those are priceless:))) Heart them always and not regret to be the photographer for them:D

The food at Muslim restaurants is awful+oily+salty... Cant imagine to have another food trip like this... Reminder: Please don't try to join the Muslim tour next time due to the different religious=="""
And there are still many historical places where we didn't go there because Muslim tour only want shopping... Hard to imagine that they bought as many as they can and simply bought only=="""" Money is not so easy to earn, right?

We had a cute and enjoyable at the night before we go back Malaysia...
Deng deng deng ------------ Biscuit Gamble Competition
So sad the pictures are with Liyang and I cant share here... Promised to myself that I will get the soft copy from him:) Liyang kept losing and need to finish all biscuits (bet) with Yan lue... Poor buddy line:DDDD
It was the night with a lot of laughters and screams:DDD

P/s: All the pictures are shared in my facebook... Can click the title to view the pictures there:D

我不爱实习。

It has been a long time I didn't update my blog because my house dont have internet to online=.="""

It is a big problem for me because I know I cant live without internet...

Many things to blog but I only have one hour to online and my mum will be coming to fetch me>.<

From the previous post, 

I wrote that I will blog about my 2nd Beijing trip...

But.. 

I have no time to talk about it.. 

Wait for the next post bah:(((

I started my posting this week.. This monday...

And..

The most important one is..

I HATE IT:(((

Super duper dislike the moment spent in the hospital:(((

I still have 5 weeks to go...

And..

I need to spend all the time with all Malays and sometimes I don understand what they are talking about=.=

They all keep laughing at my voice...

And..

They thought I am cute=.="""

Seriously, I am Not Cute at all:(((

Finally, 

I am able to release all my unhappiness at here... Woohoo~~~

Went back Muar the next day I back from Beijing...

It was a tiring journey and I slept till the bus stop at the bus station...

OMG!!!!
But, 

The most happiest moment is..

I am still able to celebrate Mother's day with my mum on last Sunday...

I bought her a cake and She loves it:D

Bought her a set of white jade necklace and bracelet and luckily she likes it<3

Heart her because she dotes me a lot:D

P/s: I will blog about my Beijing trip in next post. I promise..

Miss you。

Dear bloggie, 

It has been a long time that I abandon you since the day I off to Beijing China... I have a lot to blog about my trip but I have no time to tidy all the pictures and type a long post... I think that I will type it separately in different post... Too many things to post>>> Food, weather, scenery, people... Spent a lot in Beijing but dont know spent on what because I didnt buy anything also... And I didn buy anything for myself too =.="""

Anyway, I am going back to my hometown tomorrow morning and It's Mother's day... I bought a present for my lovely mum in Beijing... Will have industrial training on next Monday and I dont even have time to rest enough before starts working... I think I will be crazy soon... Not yet prepared myself to get into working mood... Tell me how to not to worry about it... Saw a lot of Facebook posts regarding to our posting... Hope I will have a good start working days in real society:D

Have a safe journey

Bling bling bling....

Finally I am going off to China in the time less than 24 hours...

Everything is settled down...

And...

I hope it will be an enjoyable trip with coursemates after the exam...

Off to Beijing 2nd times...

1st time went with mama...

I think...

The feeling will not be the same...

I <3 vacation...

Because...

It relax my mind and no need to think about anything else...

It has been a long time I didn't go any vacation...

Appreciate it...

Footprint everywhere...

I want snap many pictures:D

离开

Finally

Today I left my room

G104

where I stayed there one year- My whole 3rd year

This is how my room looks like 

My table where is the place for me to study, read, suft, eat, drink....

My bed where is my lovely resting place to lie, to be lazy enough...

I like my room because it is cool since morning to night everyday...

But

Sometimes it is very noisy outside during exam period...

Overall, it is still very nice to stay~~~

This is my lovely cupboard...

It is huge+giant+gigantic...

I can put a lot lot of clothes inside and skin care...

Very love my cupboard...

Anyway, 

Is time to leave this room...

A lot of memories there...

This room has accompanied me for sadness, happiness and torturous moments...

I will move to another room for my final year...

The scenery there is better than my previous room...

I super duper like the scenery there...

Hope it won be hot in afternoon>.<

Bye bye KTSN