非笔墨所能形容。。。

请给我一首歌的时间

想在偶去金马仑之前，写下自己在国大中秋第三十二届舞台剧《飞凤忆曲》的感触....

今年，感触良多，毕竟是自己在大学的最后一年，也应该或许会是最后的演出，心里的心情是那么那么的复杂。一边听着finale的歌一边写部落格，偶，不禁流下眼泪，原来偶有那么那么地爱那舞台，那个从第一年就注定偶一定会重回的舞台... 

因为爱它所以坚强， 因为爱它没有放弃。。。

舞台剧完美落幕，不能说很好，但所有的表演者都尽力了，没有任何的遗憾。舞台剧结束，空虚感无所不在，一整天呆呆的，心里觉得酸酸的，但沉淀的却是满满的满足，想让自己慢慢的恢复，但，此刻的偶，却想停住这时间，思念藏在心里面.... 很多很多的不舍，但，偶却拥有最真挚的想念...

不去追究筹委之间的问题，自问自己为这部舞台剧刻下属于自己的烙印... 玩玩闹闹的日子，和老师聊天被骂的日子，是不可磨灭的。很开心朋友之间都圆了自己最后的一个梦，一个当初或许没答应的使命。感谢当初一直鼓励偶，让偶能一直撑下去，直到最后。感谢老师给于很多很多的机会，很多很多的肯定，心里一直告诉自己，偶一定要办到。不管以后还会不会继续，这份信心与肯定，是永远留在心里的。珍惜它，爱护它....

不要悲伤筵席不能不散，大幕关上一切终究散场，眼睛闭上回忆依然荡漾，多么期盼找到更好港湾

第一年的偶

最后一年的偶

新认识的朋友-守卿

为ＰＴ而努力的偶们－可滢

谢谢大家的礼物

心里默默地满足

My blooming playground

Feeling indifferent recently

I am just cant close up with them

No motives in life

Perhaps too many things come in sudden
And I don know which one to focus on
Sometimes I just feel too tired physically, mentally and emotionally
But no one understand

Had a bizarre thought,
Want to hospitalized and just lie on there without being acknowledged by doctors or nurse
Want to put down all the responsibilities and hiding in the small corner
Want to faint and not being able to wake up anymore

When the world ends

__________________________________________________________________________________

December is a month which is full of warmth and love
I shared this love with my dearie on the 01/12/2011
Felt great after that
Because I have been a long time to go

I MUST pass through happily and without sadness:)
Promise to myself

I know I will someday!!!!

Heartfelt

It's kinda late and I am still eating kerepek bought by Yoke Peng while doing my chapter III which I drag it for such a long time:( I am kinda busy to blog recently as many things come together with plenty of works and presentations and dance practise.. Although it is really busy, I think I still handle quite well with all my stuffs without crying myself due to all the stresses:) There are many people concern around me and I love them a lot.. Because of their support, care and especially their willingness to allow me shed in their hug, I slowly growing up to face all the toughness and obstacles:) Thanks for giving me chance to go through all these because I am stronger and stronger now<3

She said
GOD give me a chance, I didn't do it well last time

How hurt it was
How sad can it be

No matter how hard we have tried, there is nothing but holes inside
Shall I just stand under the rains, let the rainsdrop  wash away my dread
Shall I just stand against the wind to let all my regrets to be blown away
Shall I
Shall I
Shall I

Now
GOD give me another chance, I hope I can do it well

Should not sink in the deep sea to let the waves flush away my misery
Should not stand under the hot sun to let the blazing rays melt away my worries
Should not
Should not
Should not

Everything can be solved with one smile<3 Cheers for everything go through in my life:)

忙透了。。。

Was super busy for this coming and Today is Monday again..
Hello Monday. When I see you, I feel blue. This time more and more blue as I feel fear in dealing all the jobs this week:( Hectic week for me in order to prepare every presentation, every homework, every assignment, every dance practice and rehearsal:( My works are piled up:( Physically and mentally exhausted:( 1st time I feel that I maybe not able to do everything well and smoothly:( This is FEAR!!! My lifestyle has turning upside down as I slept around 7am in morning and woke up around 12pm. The sleeping time has upside down and finally I have panda eyes:( I should be more energized in doing everything so I won keep on mumbling to my bloggie.. Should tell myself don EMO for all these matters!!!!

很笨的
偶想起你
想起一些会给人骂的东西
想起一些偶不知道该怎样的
越忙
心里越不平衡
想更多东西
听到熟悉的歌
又会想哭
越忙的时候
心里越脆弱
你过得好吗
一直想问你
不过
偶
不想再泥足深陷了
把心里的问候
好好地收起来

Unable to get up

There is no any picture in this post

There is no any joyness in this post

There is no any delightful in this post

I do Sick

Very sick

Super sick

Super super sick

Super super super sick

BUT 

Indeed

There is happiness in this post

I do feel happiness

With 

All The LOVE you all gave me

I do feel it

Thankkiu

I should smile

Wish there is no more works to do ever after

Too many homeworks are driving me crazy 

I'm tired already 

Too many things need to remember

I admit

I don't have an incredible brain to store everything

But

Life goes on no matter how

I need to train myself 

To become more and more stronger

Become more and more tough

Once I pass this period

I know

I will be able to handle many things

Will love my colorful life

Balance everything in my life

Balancing now

Balancing now

Balancing now

Even will fall down 

I wil be able to stand up again to face all obstacles

I will train myself

To be a better gal

Never give up 

where 

there is LOVE and INSPIRATION

This is quoted for my Wai wai sister

If you think you are right,

and

this is your wish,

I hope

You just follow your heart

It won go wrong

Should SMILE more

To ignore those unhappiness

I must live happily

This little cute PENGUIN

is given by Wai wai

Penguin keeps accompanying me al the time

Love it very much

Say Hi to November

It's going to reach dawn on the 1st of November.. Open the window and I see some lights come out from nowhere:) Love this moment because it's silent all the time:) It had been so long that I didn't update my bloggie as a lot of pending jobs on hand:( I still have a lot of homework not yet finish somemore I accepted to take part in stage performance:( Will be damn busy for coming 2 months and definitely don't have time to go back home:( Already mentally prepared for coming jobs which will kill me to MAX:( Will fully enjoy all the works in this final year:)) I promise, k??

Had an enjoyable week before entering November with all my loves:) Felt glad because Wai wai was here with me:) Felt touched indeed<3 We are close enough till we can hold hand while walking anywhere:) Feel comfortable when chit chat and play with her as both of us are big kids stated by cobra=="" It was a memorable weekend for me<3 I hope, we will have more and more chances to go out often and our tie won break:)

Snapped this when I was in bus back Muar

Main bridge in Muar:)

We're at RED HOUSE<3

Nadeje crepe<3 

Wai wai finished my lovely original flavour==""

At the square:)

Taken by a friendly cute Ah pek with shaking legs:)

Artistic shot:)

Wai wai simply shot my noob expression==""

Best picture of the day<3

Definitely will spend most of my time to play with my cute nephew:) He can sense my camera and will keep looking at the lens<3 He is sooooo photogenic and his papa should thanks me a lot in shooting his son with dedicated heart:) 

How cute he isXD

1st picture of Grandpa + Grandson <3

Celebrated 03 Birthday at Little cafe and I brought Wai wai along:) Thanks to her for always be my side and i had a long time didn't celebrate for you:) Promised to you we will gather everytime I back:) 

Wai wai with the cake:) 

Lovely group photo with love <3

See my mouth=="" 

Look like is my Birthday celebration:))) 

Finally my October ended with sweetness and love:)))) But I still feel guilty to someone on the decision I made without considering your feeling:( But this is for our own good and be a better man, k? Best wishes from me to you as I hope you will have everything smoothly in your new life and be blessed all the time:) 

Blessed Convo

Send this SUNFLOWER for you <3 

Hope you will have a bright future in your new LIFE:) 

HAPPY GRADUATION DAY to my darling, Ling Sha<3

Went to attend my darling bi convocation and it was pretty hot at that time:( I was the photographer privileged for her and was sweating all the time and my cheek became super red:) Super hot around that time and the sun is sooooo bright which can show your future is bright too<3 Shared your happiness at that time and bought you the super big bear as my convo gift to you because you don like flowers:) Hope you like it:) 

Spot the BIG bear!!! 

Finally graduated!!!!

LOVE this:)

KISS you darling bi<3

Should self-capture at this happiness moment:)))))

Received a touching SMS from you yesterday evening:) I felt glad to know you<3

Thanks so much for attended my convo and be the photographer under the hot sun, really appreciate so much. It is very touching to receive the bear and card and I know it's tiring for you to rush back KL.. You are the only best and close fren I have for my secondary school life and now relationship becoming something that cant be explained by words. Sometimes it's really hard to go through everything by my own, but I know that I always have someone precious like you supporting me all the time. Love you, my precious one<3

How sweet of her to send this sms to me.. Is a long message but I summarized already:) 

Heart her with my whole life<3

October stories

Hello October.. I know it is too late to talk about what happenings in October since it is actually Mid of Oct already:) It's midnight now and I wish to update my bloggie:) I'm caught up by my thesis and many many stuffs about academic:( A lot of presentations need to prepare yet many things are pending:( The most frustrated is my JPA money not yet IN:( Penniless recently:(((((

Went out with them is soooo enjoyable:) I love to gather with them because we can non-stop chit chat till we don't want to go back home:) Promised me to have next outing with these 2 babes<3

With the most Yeng Allen:) 

The lovely greentea ice cream:) Next time should try Honey Lemon:)

New model made by Wai Wai:) I LOVE it super much<3

So many different expression shown by Wai Wai.. It's her 1st night inside my room:) 

Thanks for accompany all the time:P

Appreciate it:)

I know you scared I will feel alone inside my room:) 

You are the lovely sister for me<3

Spot the BIG ribbon on her head:) Is MINE and forced by me to clip it:) 

This is so cuteXD

She is the one I will never forget:) 

She is the 1st person I helped to cut her nails:)

I heart her<3

xoxo

一步一步走

Finished my proposal presentation yesterday and it went smoothly without any big problem.. Step by step, I get more closer and closer to my thesis, be more understanding on itXD Let myself to relax yesterday night by doing the room chores and soon my room turns refresh and I am happy with it:) Anyway, there is still a long way for me to go on with my thesis as everything need to plan it slowly and will get good result in the end of it:P Witnessed a lot of presentations from coursemates and overall is good and no big problem with it... Feel that 4th year isn't so nice and easy to study because a lot of things need to consider and my mind always so blur in remembering everything:( No matter how, I will continue everything with all my best to make sure that I won regret in future:) ROAR!!!!

Wish to reward myself with many things after so many tiring days in rushing out the slides and proposal:)

Craving for candysssss sometimes<3

Can somebody tell me where to find these cute candysssS??? 

How I wish i am one of them:)

Should always fill my life with many colors<3 

I will die if my world consists only black and white:)

Awesome

Received this from my beloved Wai Wai sister who try to edit photo for her very 1st timeXD Feel proud of it because it is just simple and nice:) It delivers the message well and I feel that this is awesome because you step out the 1st step and learn new things, xoxo<3
Feel bless and bliss because receive a lot of encouragements for tomorrow presentationXD Hope it goes smoothly and nothing bad happens:P

God bless all the time, xoxo:))))

这就是人生。。。

这就是人生

人生

总会经历许许多多挑战

就好像

明天的presentation

迟早会过的

偶

会紧张

会害怕

会掉泪

会担心

但

一切总会过

看看自己喜欢的东西

觉得好多了

泡泡

碰一下就不见了

人生

一眨眼

就完了

偶们

应该要好好珍惜身边的人

。毕业了。

I super duper in love with this cute purple octopus!!!!

 Went to attend my senior's convocation at UKM Bangi and also my friend convo at UTM Skudai... The atmosphere around was so bliss and everybody was full of happiness because finally they graduated after many years studies:) I can feel the joy and love from them:) Was imaging at the same on how is my convocation next year.. Is there will be many people attend?? Or whether I will receive many bouquets of flowers??? Will I cry in front of people?? There're so many questions in my mind at that time... Very soon will be my Convo Day because time is passing very fast:(

There is no need many people to attend my convo
Just those
I care
I love
I miss
I hug
Because
They are the people who make my life meaningful and priceless
They know who they are
xoxo

Just nice:)

My beloved sweetie<3

Almost all Biomed-ians:)

I love all of them<3

Precious buddyline:)

Thanks for always remember me and give me encouragements and care all the time

Heart you no matter what happened

Cherish you big bear although we knew each other so short:)