Tuesday, September 27, 2011

Midnight rambles

Struggling to my slides and proposal now
All in a sudden
I feel so sad
when a message of encouragement sent to me
Very soon
I mentally broken down
A very complicated mood I am having now
Very sad as my tears keep dropping
Sorry for 
Making everyone worries about me
I promise
I will recover soon
to everyone I care
and to myself



5 comments:

  1. I really very sorry to you~ besides sorry, i really dunno what i can say to you..i am feel so shame when facing you, i dun really dare to look at you, your eyes, your sight, when talking to you...no face~ ><

    After today, i hope tat you really will be alright~ Anyway, everything is start from me, so is my fault~ really very sorry...><

    But, in my heart, you are still my beloved sister, that's true, and the time when i noe you are crying, being shocked, the first thing, I am very scared n worried about you all the time im driving, i wanna faster bring you out from the place, i jus wanna protect you...

    Again, I really...nothing what i can say to you..except sorry~ hope you can forgive me..thank you...

    And for the jade pendant, i knew that is very important to you~ why you still need to give me..?? >< i really shame to take your things, your cares to me, your everything...im not a good sister to you~ after all...but still, you are my beloved sister...

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  2. I knew that you will leave a message to me just don know where is it.. That was not your fault actually and your papa was so care about youXD
    Don feel no face to meet me and we will still always meet each other in future:P

    I am really alright since yesterday woke up from a nap.. Can feel your worries and so sorry to let you worry about me.. I am not good sister:(

    NO matter how, you are still my beloved sister and definitely I won angry or what d:) Is me don know how to handle the situation and seldom meet this type of situation:(

    About the jade pendant, is true that it is important to me and you are important to me too:) That's why I wish to give you and let you have one:) Share my luck, share my wish, share my concern, share all of my 福气 to you and sincerely hope that everything will go well in your life too:)

    P/S: Don feel bad again:) I am really ok.. I definitely won allow you play cyber whole night again:) Remember:)

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  3. My papa told me, coz you treat you as his goddaughter, that's why he just shared with you bout this, he's not angry or blame on you, really, he is like this, coz he treat sing and mak, also same as this volume...so, hope tat you dun really mind, i understand how papa is....

    why~ tat jade pendant is important for you, then you giv it to me...i really dunno how~ >< i really sorry...

    why dun allow me play cyber whole night again...it's really can temporarily let me release...

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  4. Never mind:) I didn't blame on him also:) Past already and I won keep inside my heart:) Don worry about it:)

    People give you then you keep it:) No dunno how also:)

    Don allow you to play cyber whole night again because it is bad for health:) Please do take care of yourself:)

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